I cannot fucking stand it here. It's nothig but a complete shit sdhow day after fucking day. I have had to eat so much shit this month, this week and today that it is absolutly fucking unbearable. Fucking customers bith. The fucking SD makes excuses and bitch. I try to get involved since they seem absolutly fucking incapable, and I get people trying to make my fucking life harder. Involve project management. Man, fuck them. Thats a heavyweight process and I don't even understand the mother fucking problem space yet. Maybe we can talk the fuck about it first? So I call the head PM and eat shit and get them to fucking agree with me. I start the process of getting a group together. Dude on another system gets all fucking pissy. I dont need to be involved, me being so shows I have no fucking confidence in him. Man, fuck him. I'm involved because im the fucking moron that raisedthe fucking issue. How about throwing me a fucking bone. Ass he fucking is is passive fucking aggressive. I try to apologize. He doubles down on both. I try to call him to difuse the situation. He ignores me and says hes busy with important htis this morning. Man, fuck his fucking ass! I finally eat some MORE shit and apologize, for what I know not, and I get a thanks for the apology. Now hes asking questions. Fuck him man. Why the fuck should I get involved. Why the fuck should I ever get involved. So I can make my fucking life harder and more miserable? Maybe you should all just fuck right off and live in the filth fucking pile that you create. But, oh, no, I get to eat shit with the fucking customers because I am good at it. And who the fuck do I have to vent to? Absolutly fucking no one. I get to internalize this fucking shit and squeeze it down in to the ball in my chest. The boss? So I get can geta report and he can think less of me? Nop. Girlfriend? No, lets not burned her. SOmeone else? WHy the fuck would they care.
I cant fucking stand this shit.
I cant fucking stand this shit.